Tuesday, November 29, 2005

lifeless in 9,jalan ss21/16...

well, once i again, i find myself alone in the middle of the night...everyone seems to be snoozing away, but somehow, i like the idea of being alone...having the house to myself at night, cause then it really feels like the house belongs to me....and everything sort of drifts at this time of the night...even the rhytams that are playin seem more refined and better tuned at night........perhaps it's times like these that i really think about what is to happen to me in the future..all though i can't see anything, it doesn't really worry me..as i know that somehow, i'd be able to climb past the obsticle....i have aged....and aged pretty decently...it is time for rest to come, time for these tired eyes to take a rest from the long tiring day that it has been working...time for something pleasent and sweet..time for dreams that seem ever to short...time for things to happen even though it will never happen in real life...time to take a ride through the wild side...time to sleep as i'm starting to type rubbish.....take care world....u are all that's left for me....

Sunday, November 27, 2005

sian like f^ck.....!!!

ma chao ha! waht the fu*k man..damn sian...what is life? hmmmmmm...some may say a four letter word...i'd give them back a four letter word for being an ass wipe..life's like a roller coaster some others say..well i think that's more like it...it really is a like a roller coaster, u've got ur ups and downs, lefts and rights...and sometimes...when you're all outta luck.....u've got a fu*king track missing...and that's when life....just really seems...shitty.......so in that last few seconds of ur life.....u'd sure be thinking that *woah shit....i'm goonna die* damn right u are...cause you're currently on the worlds' fastest and highest roller coaster.....woo hooo....flying through the air....in what u thought would bring u fun, is now bringing u misery.....0.39483 seconds from the ground, and your entire life flashes before you...but what can u do? pause, quit, and load back a saved game(life)? ahahah oh no...u can't....so if i were in that situation....i'd just shout out loud...so the whole worlds hears me.....yee peee yei yay mother focker.....!!!!!